I'm feeling down lately. September oh September! Why? Kenapa?!

I've been crying so much. I think terjangkit emo dari Sha kali. He-he.

It's been a while aku inda cek hp banar-banar. I mean my themes. You know, me and Asim have the same theme on our phone dulu. But now, he's with his new phone sudah. Which means kami punya theme inda sama lagi. Dulu, if kan ubah theme, ubah sama-sama. His phone, dalamnya macam sama with mine. Which makes us feel the connection, eventhough we're not together.

So last night I browsed through my themes. It makes me cried. Bila nampak themes yang pernah kami sama-sama pakai dulu. I can remember my laughter. I was very happy with him at that very moment. Really. It was such a shinning moment...

And we even set the same ringtones for us. I try to search ringtone kami yang lama, and when I heard them, bah emo lagi. Again, I can see my laughter on those days. I also can feel the warmth, being beside him.

But look at us now. Kenapa???

We're okay pulang. Only that.. something is missing wah. I can feel the spark when he said all those lovely words, but then.. it's gone cematu saja. Not totally gone pulang. Eishh payah kan explain!

I guess, just let it be. The exam is coming like.. soon. So I think I'll bring back the memory with him after the big exam. And to bring those laughter back.

I didn't even have the mood to celebrate my birthday. Could it be the worst birthday ever? *SIGH!

Posted by; Fifi.