Sha ada this unusual sad feeling. Wahh macam Sha tah plang yang kan belayar ani. Hahaha…

Lately, Sha always contact with Ryan. A lot to talk… And entah a, every time Sha messaging dengan ia tu, I have this feeling yang membuatkan Sha kan menangis saja.

Yalah, we seldom chat or sms batah-batah ani, so bilanya kan belayar ani baru handphone kami on memanjang. Everyday mesti messaging tu. Fun plang but at the same time, di’sini’ macam kan menangis saja bah.

‘…when I’m cold and so alone, back in your arms I feel at home, I pray that you will always be, a guardian angel sent for me…’

Yang sedihnya lagi, after Sha abis my emotional therapy, he’s nowhere to be found again. If you know siapa Sha maksudkan. Entah aaa, lain bah rasanya. I know jarang contact ni maybe a kind of ‘practice’ supaya hati inda terlalu sedih. But, ia kan belayar jua bah, hati siapa inda sedih. I miss talking to you~~~

‘…the only thing that’s true, as there is nothing else when I’m lost in you…’

Am I thinking too much?

Yeah, absolutely. Inda lagi batah bah, and I haven’t spent my time with them yet. How I wish masa dapat diputar balik to 5^th May?

*SIGH

With love,