Maybe some of you udah read my post from The Glass Rain. This is the continuation…

I’ve lost somewhere a week before and now I’m back for the whole week. Maybe… Hehehe! Okay, I would if I have something to post then.

All started when GFF Fifi invited me for a small gathering. I named it ‘Besties Reunion’. She brought us nasi bungkus, very delicious indeed. I brought them our main dish, the scrambled eggs. It’s been a while inda mamam that scrambled eggs since we’re having our qualifying exam masa tu. So thank you Fifi for this lovely invitation.

I lost my trust and faith as soon as I got my AS results last Thursday ago. I tried to avoid everyone, including my lovely person in the whole wide world. I just can’t face everyone. I need some peace. I need my time-out. I need to be alone. I’m so depressed!

However, I realized something. Avoiding doesn’t solve anything. It didn’t bring much effect on me though. I can only feel my life in complete emptiness like a nucleus. Bisai lagi nucleus kali, ada proton and neutron with its electron moving in orbitals. Hahaha, there goes my Physics then. :p

When I first tagur my besties, I first received a hug. I can feel that they’ve been missing me all week. Now I know that I also need them as well. Share everything with them. We’ve been together for the past 7 years ago, so we share, we care. Being alone can only tear your friendship away and away and aaaaawwwwaaaaayyyyyyyyyy……….

Friend is what we need in life. Friend is also considered as part of your family. So prioritize your friendship as well. We need friend in this world. They may be not helping us, but share and care might be the least thing that they can do to show their love to you. You might still feel insecure about your feeling, but they could provide some solutions that we could never think of.

Like wise men said “friends listen to what you say, best friends listen to what you don’t say”. I think this is true after all.

It’s just like the ionization of energy. You give them your say, they listened and that makes you feel so relief. It’s like ionizing your energy (your problems) to the most stable state ever (giving you solutions/sharing together) until your energy equals zero (relief point). Some of the energy might lose to the surroundings (they may not entirely help us) but that energy can be further converted into something positive that could be very useful in the end (motivation/suggestions). I think best friends work that way as well, don’t you think?

Okay, I’m thinking too much abour my Physics ni, so stop now. Hahaha… My GFFs are the Biology students, people. Oh feels like I’m teaching them Physics here. Hahaha…

And never forget, I ♥ you girls… xoxoxoxo

With love,

Sha

Tuesday, August 19, 2008 Juju wrote Super GFF milestones... at 11:23:00 PM.

Juju wrote at 8:38:00 PM.

I just finished with my Physics qualifying exam. My God, terrible I must say. But I hope that I can get at least a C or better in paper 4 aaa… Takut ku bui!

Anyway, after Physics exam tu, we hang-out at U6-2. Na ah, talked about nothing. We’re doing origami though. Very nice one, made by GFF Fifi. So talented woo this girl, applause to her. *clap-clap

Later, we’re moving on to U6-3 where we’re supposed to have our Maths lesson done. But this time, Miss Lim just ‘baby-sit’ us here, and apa lagi, bila betamu ni mana sadar dunia. We’re just talk, talk and talk out loud. Hehehe…

Our issues:

Puasa – GFF Fifi is fasting today. So Betty and Agnaes asked about how to puasa and all the do’s and don’s while puasa. Agnaes seemed interested kan mencuba berpuasa. That’s a good start. She asked a lot about what time we started our fasting, what time it ended, how we started learning puasa and much more. She determined to try at least fasting one day, that’s what she said though. Very good Agnaes, I’m impressed with that. We would be delightful to help you with that. =)

Shit – we talked about taie idung, which is totally disgusting with a capital D. Hehehe… All happened when they asked ‘if terkorek taie idung masa puasa, batal or inda tu’. Start sana, we talked about shit and shit. Hehehe… The nastiest so far, Betty’s story, she saw a girl kurek taie idung then lastik that taie idung to somewhere else. And that girl macam nada lagi tu mengurek taie idung in public. Euwww~~~ Mihir!!!!

Kids at school – Our old memories. Betty used to be so naïve when she first started school. Juju, copied back ‘terima kasih cikgu, jumpa lagi kawan-kawan…’ scene. Macam banar lah kami tu, like baru masuk skulah. I told them my story bawa botol susu and my bantal buchuk to school when I was in primary 1. Hahaha… Adui!

Overall, we had a good time together. Thank you girls.

Then, balik lah kami. And that’s the wrap from me…

With love,
Sha

Tuesday, August 5, 2008 Juju wrote Super GFFs - status: inactive... at 10:57:00 PM.

Hello people. Ermm, well, we’re currently inactive for a while due to Qualifying exam. But we’ll try to keep in touch with all of you here, soon~

Anyway, we’ve listed our exam schedules. Probably this might be useful for you:

Wednesday (6^th August 2008)

Chemistry 31

Saturday (9^th August 2008)

Physics 31

Thursday (14^th August 2008)

General Paper, Biology 1 & Biology 4

Saturday (16^th August 2008)

Chemistry 4 & Chemistry 5

Monday (18^th August 2008)

Mathematics 6

Tuesday (19^th August 2008)

Physics 4

Thursday (21^st August 2008)

Mathematics 4

Saturday (23^rd August 2008)

Physics 2 & Physics 5

Monday (25^th August 2008)

Mathematics 1

Tuesday (26^th August 2008)

Biology 2 & Biology 5

Wednesday (27^th August 2008)

Chemistry 1 & Chemistry 2

Tuesday (2^nd September 2008)

Mathematics 3

Wednesday (3^rd September 2008)

Physics 1

Wish us all the best. Take care everyone…

With love,

Sha

Sunday, August 3, 2008 Juju wrote Sha in 'My GFFs confessions' at 9:58:00 AM.

Here are the confessions that my GFFs said. You make me wanna cry…

1. They’ve already planned everything like emmm, a month ago.
2. They’re trying so hard to fulfill all my wishes:

· A surprise birthday party

· A big box with my someone inside it

· Hang out with GFFs and Besties

· K-boxing with GFFs and Besties

· Sleepover with GFFs and Besties

· A Gucci handbag

· Delfi chocolates

· Azrin, as my VIP birthday guest

· Colours of joy and happiness on my birthday

· Playing bimbo-girls

3. They said that my someone wanna make a surprise birthday greetings on air. This really flattered me coz’ I’ve never received any birthday greetings on air before. But, they’re not sure whether my some tu jadi buat or not, because at that time, kami alum lagi ada relationship issues.
4. Regarding the Easy Way thingy, I didn’t know that they’re silently keeping secret kan buy birthday presents for me. More, masa tu, I’m not in a good mood due to something kan, so Juju said sorry to me tu, my dear, I’m so moved. I’m so wanna cry… And GFF Fifi, she’s there for me, willingly to sacrifice her time demi Sha, suruh Juju ja balikan my birthday present on behalf. I’m touched girl, I love you Fifi~
5. A week before my birthday, I was upset with the fact that Azrin and Azree can’t come on my birthday. Azree, well, acceptable lah dikit, but Azrin? He selalu datang arah my birthday party. Inda pernah miss tu… Iatah, udahnya he said he can’t come tu, Juju persuaded him to come, in a nice way of course. Aww~ you did that for me girl? *tears with smile… I love you Juju~

Let me cry with happiness… Coz’I never thought that you would do all this for me. I think this is the best friendship I’ve ever had in the whole wide world. They’re my Super GFFs and I love them… xoxoxo

Our friendship won’t be replaced. I’m blessed to have you two as my Super GFFs… I love you girls. Sayang selalu~

With love...
Sha

Saturday, August 2, 2008 Juju wrote I'm the birthday girl~ at 12:00:00 AM.

Yeay... I'm turning 18 this year. Oh, the spectacular age. Yeay me~
And I can't wait to see my beautiful super GFFs and Besties for today.
It's my time to rise and shine and hey, it's the start of something new...

Toodles.

With love,
Sha