Saturday, January 31, 2009 Sha Fatin wrote Quick post... at 2:15:00 PM.

Went to school today with Fie (tadi subuh ia kemari. Heeee...). Oh I miss SMSO so much. Seems like yesterday since I left the school. Panya, more than 2 months udah... Whoaaaa.

Anyway, the results are out and I've seen the component papers. Yeap. I flunked most of A2 papers. Hahahaha... My AS (not the June one ahh...) ni okay udah, but A2 saja. Hahaha... Whatever. But I'm satisfied with my GP though. Fuhhh....

And I realized that this year's result macam turun berabisly yo. Unlike last year. Last year considered as the geek's year since banyak yang dapat scholarships (don't hate me... hehehehe.) Entah... I dunno how to describe betapa rendahnya scores kami this year. Hmph.


I filled my leaving certificate this morning. Yet, alum selesai. Still banyak alum ber-cap dibelakang paper ani. So lazy to go here and there bah as I met my school friends, cerita-cerita lagi and I value every moment I spent with them. Iatah tu nah, bila jumpa kawan Sha ani, inda sadar dunia. Hahahaha... Astee~


This one masa ada short briefing about degree and HND scholarships. Some of my friends ada yang apply for scholarships. Me? I dunno. Degree in UBD? HND? BLNG? I'm not sure yet. Ahhh... future can be so depressing. Hahahaha. Anyway, still thinking though. Let's hope for the best. Amiin...

How I miss the food so much:


And I miss the 'panda' brother a.k.a Sepol jua........


Isn't he adorable? Makin cute.... Huehuehue. Eyh, can't say. He already got his partner udah. Inda dapat dikacau. Hehehehe. And thank you Sepol bawakan my O'Level Physics & Geo notebooks. And thanks sudi spent some time with us. Belajar tah banar-banar, jangan result keluar macam kami ani. BSP Sepol!!!!


Last but not least, about us. We spent most of our time cerita-cerita sesama sendiri. Nah, the 'unusual' 3 belangkas are back in action.... Eventhough we'll be going on our separate ways nanti, still... WONDER GFFs FOREVER. I love my GFFs so much. They're irreplacable.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009 Juju wrote Aku d'sini..;) at 10:48:00 PM.

Hye gurlz!
Sorry,i didn't post anyting lately ni.. I juz dun have anyting to say hehe Seriously i'm totally bored ryte noe

Rmai org teka, our result will b out today So aku ni sedia2 lah kn in case lurus tekaan drg All day i stay in my room whle waiting 4 any news Unfortunately, nada pn~ :(

FYI, i'm back to my old hobby letly ni Baca NOVEL saja kajaku Today,aku bca novel KISAH KASIH I like diz novel dri dlu lgi But....hmm i still prefer ADAM&HAWA though hehe

Nway,before i go I juz wana say 'Happy Belated to Mr Azmil' Wish him all da best in evryting he do
Lma udh kmi nda jmpa apath lgi bceta, kan sha,fie??;)

Oklh,i'm better go noe Miss u all gurlz

Monday, January 26, 2009 Sha Fatin wrote My love story.... not love, crush! at 9:40:00 PM.

David Archuleta - Crush.mp3 -

It's time to update this blog. Hai again... I'm back. Hehehehe. See the title? Yes, let's talk about something. My inner feelings... :p

Hmm... I don't think Fie tau the guy that I've been talking about, do ya? If tau, inda papa lah, about to tell you two again and again lah. Hehehehe... And since it's inappropriate to tell this story arah my own blog, so I decided to hantam here saja. More, batah inda ber update. Okay, that should be the best reason why. Hehehehe.

Last Sunday, I went to Miri with my family and a friend that I forced her to come along with me. Hahahaha, nada wah. I'm dragging her along, that's why. One thing in my mind for sure... I wanna see him again. I haven't met him for this a couple of weeks so yeah, it's common for us to miss someone terribly even for 2 or 3 days only (I'm referring to both of you, hehehehehe... kana kamu :p) and I'm not an exceptional. Hahahaha... Aku pun kana kali ah.

Yes, I miss how to be loved and loving somebody. And this kind of feeling strikes me again and again everytime I think about him. Hahahaha... silly, but that's the fact. Don't laugh.

So I went to Starbucks Coffee for emm... lunch? Yes, we went there masa afternoon, so considered that as our lunch meal tah tu di Starbucks Coffee ahh. And I used to say, I can't drink coffee or even smell its aroma, but somehow when I first stepped into the cafe, I like the smell especially when there's a cute and handsome young barista that I saw the first time I came there. Hehehehe... Oh me. Whatever.


Okay, that guy I introduce to both of you as Show Luo Junior (nama banar tapi eksen me, hehehehe.). Very good-looking guy - tall (aku meliat ia pun tepaksa melangoi), fair skin, mua iras-iras super senior kita dulu intake 2004/2005 Flex (Fie, still remember?) but he looked so much like Show Luo (believe me... especially when he smiled at me for the first time we flirt with each other, LOL). And that's the reason why I set Show Luo's picture as my laptop background. Reminds me of him. Hehehehehe.

Okay, I'm slowly ter-dragged out from the true story. Hahahaha... Sorry.

For the second time... unfortunately, ia inda kraja masa tu. Here's one thing. Fie, don't be surprised what did I just do. I dared to asked his friend, Alex (bukan sir Physics ah) about him. I first asked "...mana Show Luo Junior?". Then, his friend said "...oh, he'll be working tonight..." I was like, you-know-what-you-will-do. Frustrated, disappointed. Iatah we just sat there and trying to think bloody hard what to do. Did we? No I don't think so, just melayan perasaan. Yeah, that's what I thought.

Then again, before heading back to the hotel (oh by the way, we're not staying overnight di hotel, just day use saja tu) I went to Starbucks Coffee to buy dad's Americano. In my thought, I was hoping that dad would let me go again to Starbucks tonight since I'm craving to see him in person again. Hahahaha...

I knew that he'll work that night because si Alex said so. Here's our conversation:

Me - hello again, Alex.
Alex - hai again. May I help you?
Me - emm, one Americano for me please.
Alex - oh, Americano is a black coffee.
Me - yes... one please.
Alex - one Americano? Okay, regular or small or large size? (tunjukkan cawan regular and small size)
Me - regular one will do.
Alex - Okay, coming right up. RM6.85 please.
Me - (bagi duit)
Alex - here's the change, RM3.15. Wait for a while please, thank you.
Me - okay... (balik semula ke counter) emmm, Alex?
Alex - yes?
Me - I'm sorry for bothering you again. Was wondering... err...
Alex - (sengih-sengih) Show Lou Junior?
Me - (mesmerized) amm... yeah, about him.
Alex - yes? emm... (buat tangan macam calling tu)
Me - what time his shift tu start?
Alex - emmm... six.
Me - ohh...
Alex - It's like 3 more hours to go. You don't wanna wait for him?
Me - ahh, it's okay then. I'll be heading home soon anyway. Err... (whispering) can I ask you a favour?
Alex - sure, anything.
Me - but this is confidential though.
Alex - (liat kiri kanan, awu catu he did before we continued whispering, hahaha...) okay.
Me - can you give this notes to him?
Alex - emm... okay, sure. (tarus masuk dalam pocket seluarnya)
Me - I'm counting on you, Alex. Thanks.
Alex - no problem. (smile)

Then tarus kami keluar eyh. Ya Rabbi, beraninya aku kan buat catu. Eii, what happened to me? Hahahaha... Awu, seriously you wanna know what I wrote on the note? My nickname and e-mail. Heheehe... Lului oh. Tapi I hope he remembered me lah because one of his friends named Azriez (don't be mistaken with Aizril ahhh, almost the same isn't it?), I think he remembered me so well that when I walked inside the cafe, he kept on staring at me from top to toe. Macam baru kejumpaan bini-bini usulnya. Banar... Bebanar lah he stared at me sampai aku pun felt uncomfortable tarus. Hahahaha... Do I look so beautiful that he had to stop and kept on staring at me without his eyes blinked? My, my...

Iatah now, I'm hoping for a miracle. Not only an excellent A level result, but also an excellent friendship with Show Luo Junior or perhaps, a relationship?

I dunno ahh, I think I'm a failure when it comes to love. You see, number one issue, I used to have a boyfriend but he dumped me by having another affair with another girl from UK (I bet she's a scholar kali). Number two issue, I love my ex-boyfriend you-know-who, but I don't know why he turned out not to love me again for the past few months ago. I think it's my mistake not to appreciate him and understand the 'true' him. Blame me for that. But we're friends, good friends... That's what matter anyway.

Anyhow, I'm looking forward for it. I won't give up until I'm abso-fucking-lutely exhausted chasing here and there and in the end, there's NONE for me to cherish the sweetest moment I could ever imagine. But I shall not give too much hope on this, because anything can happen with just a blink of an eye. Furthermore, I knew him just by looking at his appearance and the way we secretly stared each other the first time we met. Still, there's more I need to know about him.

But, pray for me, will you??? Amiin...

p/s: 6pm and I'm still at Miri City, *sigh*

Saturday, January 24, 2009 Pijah wrote Result~ at 7:44:00 PM.

Hello girls, Salam~

Before keluar result, I better post something here. Its been a long time since my last post.

So Monday may be it. I haven't decide pulang whether I should register to that SMS Brunei Result. But mom said that I should just register. You know, for the sake of this curiosity inside me and uneasiness. Though they cost you some fortune; $3.00 saja pulang.

I didn't know what to expect for this upcoming A level result. Sure, I'm afraid to get frustrated. But there's really nothing I can do right now. The thing that left to do is waiting. Though I so hate waiting.

My highest expectation will be 3C's and another e. And if I get even lower than that, I think I'll cancel those RIPAS attachment and get myself stuck at my room. I think. Okay I'm not thinking of negativities right here, it's just posibility. And if my result is okay as in 3C's or better (Amin), I'll just proceed with the flow of time - which I haven't think about yet.

Err.. Baiktah stop pasal result thingy ani eh. I'm getting even more depress ni. Haha.

My love life is kinda suck these days. Actually, hari atu, aku mau hangout sama kamu simply because I want to run away. From this evil reality. I pretended that I'm okay, and I easily "hehe-ing" during chatting. I didn't really cry that hard, I just keep on running away. Aku menangis sekajap saja, bukan macam selalu. Lapastu aku keluar dari bilik, ketawa-ketawa with my brothers, acting like there's nothing wrong happening. I keep on running, but I ended up hurting myself even more.

I am very sick with my life. Big time. *sobbing.

Aku rindu kamu. Bye temanku. *sad face.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009 Sha Fatin wrote Congratulations Obama at 11:14:00 PM.

Okay, so in my family, I'm the only one who bothers to watch CNN & BBC where as my parents... they prefer Awani (the Malay version of CNN & BBC lah kiranya). But any two are still the same. And I'm the same like other people who would choose him to win the election last August or September, I think.

And eventhough I didn't watch the inauguration of Barack Obama, I didn't miss any news about the summary of his inauguration. Hehehehe... Still the same maaa, cumanya kana cut into quick highlights saja meh. Hehehehe.

Heartiest congratulations to the new president of the United States of America,
Barack Hussein Obama.

"...changes we need..."

And I just realized that I love political issues like this one. Am I into politics now? Hahahaha... Whatever.

Monday, January 12, 2009 Juju wrote Today is...... at 7:02:00 PM.

Monday,12th January 2009..
Today is MY DAD'S BIRTHDAY lah!! ;)

Selamat hari jadi babahku! Semoga pjg umur n dmurahi rezki slalu..&& happy2 slalu wi8 kami smua..;)


Hmmm wat else ah Oh yea! Dis evening,lpas tgok THS: Heath Ledger arh chnnel 712, aku tgok chnnel 808 lgi I watchd Take That cncert at London's O2 Arena which was held on December 2007

HoOOO My God!! Aku sukaaa ahh tgok dat cncert Siukkk bravis! Smpai kn aku pn t'woo woo n m'nari2 hahaha! My siblings pn nda sngup tgok aku Lari drg trus kbwah

Sriusly i felt lyk i was der during da cncert! Too bad its only my 'perasaan' Lastym,aku tgok cncert Boyzone n gues wat,its was siukkk jua!! Suka ku eyh lagu2 drg tu Hm nnt th ku mnta fifi cari kn lgu2 Take That n Boyzone Ehemmm fie,blee kn?? Hehe

Oklh, i'm better stoppp my kurapak2 now b4 mlarat2 kekeke TC evry1;)

Saturday, January 3, 2009 Sha Fatin wrote Happy at 10:46:00 PM.

Last night... my happiest moment with him. I finally got to see him again. Wohoooooo... Siuk. I feel like flying right now. Hahaha... Yeah, it's common when you feel something that exuberant you to the fullest. Just like what I feel kemarin.

We did chat. We talk about fashion, overcoat, skin care, bla bla bla. Even gossiping pun ada. Isn't that siuk? Like seldom kali ahhh a guy who wants to dulur us with all this gossips thingy. Huehuehue... And I miss the way he said macam kan bemanja atu. I miss the manja him. Hohoho... *blushed*

I don't wanna post that story in my blog as he would (or will) read my blog anytime. So better watch out. But I'm happy to see him happy. That's what I wish for. At least... like what Zaim said to me "...one step forward, and you're almost done!"

Alhamdullilah, God hears what I want and now, He has fulfilled one of my wishes. Praise to God.

By the way, alum lagi aku kan upload everything and the story about us di KL. Haven't meet Juju yet and ask for those pictures yang ada arah ia. Will meet her soon. I need it. Heeee.. And Fie, those pictures, I need it again. Apparently I lost it somewhere. Entah, inda tecari pun. Send it back to me, will ya? Sorry.

And sorry for my long lost here. Hahahaha...

And P/s: I'm still not over you yet... hope to see you soon. I miss you dearly. Plus... Starbucks, wait for me. I will try to grab your attention lagi disana. Huehuehue. *evil laugh*

Pijah wrote Ketinggalan. Huhu. at 1:57:00 AM.

I am so ketinggalan.

I'm sorry I'm not able to give kamu feedback during the new year. I don't know, at the beginning of the year there's always something horrible happens to me. Hmph. Okay scratch!

Firstly, yeah 2009! I wish this year we'll always be together, stay being the GFF! Hehe. Soon, tani maybe akan berjauhan. It's sad to think about it but tani mesti berfikiran jauh kan. Hehe. Fie hope sangat our relationship stay the same. Amin!

And and and. Happy belated birthday to Amin. Also to Juju's Mumy. Hee. Wishing everyone all the best, and enjoy their life to the fullest!

I better off. It's getting late. Bye!

Thursday, January 1, 2009 Juju wrote Happy Birthday Mum.. at 6:31:00 PM.

Hallo evryone..
Hm i juz wanna say Happy New Year 2009! May this year brings prosperity,joy & happiness to your life..;)

I also wan to say Happy Birthday to my mum.. Hehe

Sha Fatin wrote Happy New Year 2009 & Birthday at 1:12:00 AM.

Happy New Year GFFs ku... May this year brings us with more good luck and I love you girls. Hugs~

Oh yes, prolly it's not too late for us to wish mama si Juju...



May you be merry and blessed. Amiin... We love you mama =) Have a blast mama and God bless you.