Hmm, we spend only $4 this time. Janjinya menyanyi bah. Hehehehe... We chose the last K-Box room. And pretty cool, banyak lagunya sana updated already. But, we sang lagu lama plang masih. Hehehe.

We sang:

• Can't fight the moonlight. Wow~ this one, totally ROCK! Love it...
• You drive me crazy. Hmm... pretty cool though.
• Cepat cepat. Eyh, payahnya kan rap with this song... Did try, just the chorus part nya ja kami 87% success. Hehehe!
• Destiny. Hey, this song is for someone... =)

But for sure nada lagu cina lah... Hehehe! This one is just gambaran semata-mata. Eseh~

Sampat pose with mics toh...

We had fun together. I was super happy masa tu, maybe because of happy dapat jumpa him lagi for the last time, MAYBE... Anyway, TTR lah masa tu. Like, I wanna do this, I wanna do that... Man~ it was awesome!

To commemorate perjalanan someone tu di rantauan, we ate his favourite dish, well, he used to love this food, buttermilk chicken... So we had one from Excellent Taste Corner. And a toast + doa semoga selamat berada dirantauan. Amiin~

Then, we're off to music corner. I wanna find that Taiwanese series aaa... Either two lah, janji nya ada. I know, exam's around the corner udah, but at least Sha dapat purchase that series bah. I watched them via YouTube plang, but still, I want it bah. Majal~ hehehe... Unfortunately, I can't find any and nasib baik ah, mun inda Sha bali kali udah. *grin

While waiting for mama and Babu Sinah, we went to this gift shop. I saw the 'funky friend' lunch pack kan and it was so cute! I wish I could have one together with my Super GFFs. Juju also wanna have one plang... Price pun quite good, less than $10 for sure, but I don't feel like buying them dulu. But I wanna have one, at least one pink colour. Oh well, tunggu tah... I wanna save my money for something dulu. Hehehe...

Then, to teddy bear corner lagi. Oh, I saw this chocolate teddy ni aaa... Cute eyh. And he's wearing scarf lagi, chocolate scarf, like yang Sha bagi to him, except that him ada lagi blue, white & black colour...

I wanna have this one. Sha, semua kan dimaunya. Hahaha...

And this pink teddy pun cute jua. Pink though... Hmm, whatever. I seldom have Sharpay's pinky lovable colour, so why not? Hehehe...

Around 10pm plus, we went home... So tired plang, but I had an awesome time. Like, first I finally got to see him in person, again, rindu bah... Second, I met his family and kenal-kenal a lil bit more, huehuehue... . Third, I made my promise not to cry in front of him. Fourth, sang with my GFF again. What else aaa? Oh, yang pasti, we both had a great night together. Although nada Fifi, hey we called her and told her about my story di airport pasal that 'special' gift aaa, hehehe... I know, she pun happy liat kami happy.

& Juju was proud of me.... Not crying di airport. And remember cerita kita masa di skulah, "...cinta suci...". Hahaha! I made this statement plang, "...kalau cinta itu suci, biarlah ianya sesuci kasih dihati, tanpa tangisan kerana ianya membuatkan hati kekasih berbelah bagi..." Eseh! Sha~ berjiwang lagi. Hahaha!

Thanks Juju sudi temani Sha ke airport. I did wanna bring Fifi along, but when I online masa tu, she's gone to Bandar. Didn't ask in further details plang kemana, my fault anyway. Sorry~ So, Sha nak doze off dulu. Too tired...

Sampai kah udah di UK ni? I pray for your safety... Amiin~

Juju wrote Rindu A square H.............................. at 9:11:00 PM.

Courtesy of Sha the Glass Rain blog:

Ni yang Sha buatkan for him... Hari raya greetings and a gift. It's a scarf... Manatau sajuk sana nanti, pakai that one ja. Ingat Sha jua tarus kan. Hehehe! Hope you like it, Az...

18th September:
I woke up late. So, I didn't go to the graveyard with my family & relatives. Haihh, kinda frustrated as I made a promise dengan my lovely cousin, Yahya that I WILL come kesana. Bui, sorry, inda ku telajau. Kelewatan gue dong~

Anyway, sementaranya menanti my parents balik rumah kan, I took some time menangis dalam bilik. Yeah, I know. He's going to UK bah, so I'm a bit emotional lah. Hahaha... I wanna call him, but I'm afraid that bila call ia, Sha menangis memanjang. He online plang that morning, salah-salah jua eyh kan menagur, karang menangis lagi... More, he wrote a farewell nick bah, makin ku menangis. Eyh, emo sangat Sha kemarin tu. Whatever~

I need strength... I need strength...

Later, afternoon nya, Sha bersiap-siaplah kan jalan. Sambil tu I MSN-ing with him... Well, mengukir kenangan terakhir nah. Woseh~ jiwang lagi. Hahaha... And pelik aku ni, why I chose all-white clothings ni kan? Macam kan kawin saja nah. Hahaha.... Eishh~ Kidding!

Went to the airport with GFF Juju and Babu Sinah. Thanks mum, bersusah payah she tried to runding Babu Sinah lagi. Well, she wanna meet him jua bah arah airport tu. Atu yang Sha tekajut bila she said "...mama pun kan liat ia jua before ia belayar..." Eerrk~ butterflies in my stomach tarus. Hahaha...

Met Bujoy there. Hey, thanks for keeping his gift tu aaa... At first tu, I thought that I won't come bah masa he depart ni nanti, but then, I came, so thank you anyway. Inda dibaca aaa isinya. Jangan macam-macam, khas untuk him saja toh. Hehehe...

Went there dengan hati yang kabak-kabak. You know, like all my systems ni shutting down bila ternampak his family. Buat selamba plang but Tuhan saja yang tahu perasaanku masa tu. Hehehe...

I approached him dulu, salam and talk punya talk, my mum came later on. And I didn't know about that 'white envelope' or whatever you call it. I'm not surprised though as my mum pun ada bagi abang that envelope jua. Hehehe... Then, off mama went to somewhere. Sampat lagi Sha betanya tu, "...handsome?..." Astee~ Hehehe!

Kenal-kenal his parents jua. I like them, to be honest bui. Mama macam kenal her mom and so his mum jua. Then, cerita-cerita dengan his mum, well like hidup masa kini. Cheh~ Hehehe... I'm good with her, get along together. Woseh~ Apa tu ah? *wink

Oh yeah, I met Silah and Waley there. I think durang kan ngantar their cousin ke UK as well. Wait, there's more. We met Jannah. She went there to meet Dorren yang kan belayar to UK jua. Hmmm... Didn't see Yuhana though. Silah plang cakap that Yuhana's here jua ngantar her cousin. And I met senior Nazmi and his girlfriend. Hey long time no see... And wow~ durang masih stay together bui. Jealous Sha eyh. Hahaha...

Unfortunately, I forgot to take their photos because sibuk meliat & temani this person ni memunggah-munggah his luggages. Sorry Mr. Charles... Iatah nah, kemaruk pakah Sha masa tu. Hahaha!

Sampat jua meng-candid him neh... See these:

This one masa nya kan masuk this something detector, don't know apa namanya.

And this one he with Nai, another BSP family jua. She'll be taking Geophysics sana. Arah Nai, yang caught my attention was her luggages. I want those too. Panat~ hahaha... Lawa kali aa, one set dengan her shoulder bag aa. I want it too...


Someone punya hand luggages kali neh...


Antam, macam Sha yang kan belayar. Hehehe...

Talking about that coat tu kan, ehh... I like. Ada fur inside... Very thick lah yang pastinya and heavy. I think it's heavier than my coat kali. Psst~ I tell you something lah aaa... Since I missed him badly, eseh, ada lagi tu... I hugged his coat. My God, what am I saying? Gila kali hug coat orang, baik hug orangnya tarus nah. Astee~ LOL

Oh cannot... puasa, puasa.... :p

This one masanya checking something, I think... I don't know lah, urusan lelaki. Huehuehue...

And I took 2 photos with him. Sampat lagi tu... Hey, kenangan terakhir. I don't wanna miss any chances kali a. After he ke UK ni, it might be difficult for me to see him again macam susahnya Sha kan jumpa abang. Wait, I know, SKYPING~ Majal skyping nya aaa... Hahaha!

Oh yeah, I met Aizat and the rest of the Zusketeers, you know, his friends yang all with Z thing. Hehehe... That's Zusketeers. I only knew Aizat and Azim though. Hahaha... I should read his blog lagi, re-call their names. :p

Okay, out kajap... People always said to me, "...Sha, next year you go to Liverpool lah, ikut ia...". Hmmm, should I??? I don't know a, still thinking about it, but I aimed arah local university plang. UK might be great jua, but...................oh well, all I can say is "...We'll see, insyaALLAH..." Can't promise anyway because life can be so unpredictable.

Back to the story again:


Sha cuba kawal emosi tu bila I saw he hugged his grandfather. His grandfather kan menangis dah tu, so Sha cuba tahan tu by holding Juju's hand. Then, he hugged his parents and siblings... Kan keluar dah, tapi Sha tahan masih. I held Juju's hand tightly tu. Berabis... Hahaha... Sorry Ju if kesakitan.

Masa we salam tu, I stared at him. Oh, I wish dapat stop him bah. Like, macam ages inda pernah jumpa, rindu pun membuak-buak. Wait, rindu? Yeah, I think so... Gaaahhh~ macam Sha kan cakap dah tu "...buleh jangan pergi ka?" but I know there's no turning back. Eyh, maunya Sha bought him another luggage kali, Sha masuk sana. Huehuehue...

And his father sampat lagi beibun arah kami tu. Not sure apa he said masa di airport, I only saw him sengih-sengih liat kami bersalaman, until si kambang Bujoy told me apa ia cakap. Gosh~ malu ku eyh!!! I wanna slam my face ni arah pillow and SCREAM OUT LOUD! *blushed

Okay, enough said......................................................

Ngam masanya masuk arah detector thingy tu, sungkai... So perabut lah. My gift atupun sikit lagi tinggal. Luckily he grabbed that gift dah and he masuk tarus and sungkai kajap before he kan berlepas. My sungkai ni only chocolate (his mum bagi arah kami) and sweets. Hehehe, merasa jua tu mau meliat ia berlepas in front of my eyes.

So before he masuk, he waved his last goodbye to us. And his family masa tu balik but Sha, Juju & Bujoy setia ni menanti ia masuk ke balai berlepas. He meliat-liat plang lagi tu, see whether his family masih ada sana. *durang diblakang dah, sungkai blakang advertisement TV I think Ngam jua masa tu Sha toleh lagi bah, ehh ada panya ia lagi. So I waved him another goodbye. Surprisingly, emmm, I didn't expect that 'special' gift plang dari jauh..... Eeee~ don't wanna talk about it. Hahahaha.... I gave him that 'gift' jua and a 'heart' shape. Boink~ Hehe!


Disebabkan alum puas, I watched him lagi berlepas dengan airplane sekali. We went upstairs and paling upstairs sekali. There, I received his message pasal that gift tu and sorry pasal he rushing masa tu. So I called him instead of messaging. Gosh~ I started to miss him already. Hahaha... We just talk and hati ni macam makin payah kan lepaskan ia bah. Ishhh~ kenapalah makin bersemarak ani nah? Hohoho...


Pity Juju & Bujoy menanti. Sorry you guys.


I watched the airplane tu sampainya selamat berangkat meninggalkan tanah air tercinta. So goodbye 'cute'. See you next year... Farewell.


Well, I felt so guilty arah durang Bujoy & Juju, so I decided to belanja them arah Jolibee. Took a photo with Bujoy before we 'go our own way'... So thank you Bujoy sudi temani ke atas tadi and dengan Juju, we went to the Mall, K-Boxing!

I didn't cry though. And Juju was proud of me. Thanks... Instead, I found myself in this beautiful world yang penuh dengan kasih sayang. Okay, jangan muak membaca this one, hehehe... I don't know aaa, Sha sayang ia plang masih, sisa 'love' tu masih ada bah and I hope he feel the same way like I do jua aaa... :p With him, I feel like flying. But, I don't know if I'm ready to fall in love again.

I think I still love him...
Tapi ia merasa jua ka perasaan ni?
Hmmmm............................

I think this could be the most meaningful farewell ever for me...

Assalamualaikum and toodles.

Friday, September 19, 2008 Juju wrote Teary Eyes... at 10:47:00 AM.

Today morning, Fie melawat kubur arwah Nini laki, yang baru saja meninggalkan kami beberapa bulan yang lalu... Fie jalan sana with my family and cousins... Ramai lah kami, kan sampai 20 urang kali...

Bila sampai sana, Fie sudah rasa sebak. Turun saja dari my cousin's transport, I got this mixture of feelings... But still I smile...

But then, when I saw kubur arwah.. Tears started to fill my eyes, but it does not fall...

Kami membacakan arwah Doa Yasin..

Ya Allah, Engkaulah Tuhan yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang..
Aku memohon kepada-Mu, tempatkan dia bersama orang-orang yang beriman... Ampunilah segala dosanya, Ya Allah...

And here am I again, still smiling.. (:

Oh and yesterday, Fie pun jalan kekubur.. but balah my mom.. I don't have that sort of 'mixtures of feeling' pulang, maybe because Fie inda selalu jumpa durang. It was such a long journey kamu~ Kubur arwah Nini laki balah mama arah Kg Sg Damit.. Sana nda ramai urang.. Tapinya, kubur arwah Nini bini balah mama arah Kianggeh (sp?).. Ya Rabbi, atu ramai urang... Payah cari parking.. =.=''

Apakan gambar ku ah.. Macam sama saja.. LOL!

I know I maybe sound lame, but... It's my first time, jalan kekubur melawat pusara nini.. I always thought I'm still young for all these.. But hey, I'm almost 20! Must get ready to be mature.. :D

Bah until then. Tata~

Posted by: Fie.

Thursday, September 18, 2008 Juju wrote My Thursday~ at 11:47:00 PM.

Tonight, it's time for Sha to wave goodbye to her someone..

I was feeling kinda worried, since I haven't heard anything from Sha today. So I texted her, asking how's she doing..

And suddenly..

"Dango~ dango~ Dango~" (bunyi ringtone untuk Sha and Juju)

And I answer it..

"Fie, Sha ni. Sha arah airport sama Juju.." and I can heard she's giggling. :D

Haha. I'm glad she's okay.

Atu saja. Can't wait to hear more from her. (:

Posted by: Fie.

Juju wrote Did I broke your heart? at 10:01:00 PM.

I didn't have the gut to post this in my blog. Asim might read it up and might end up hurting him.

So firstly, I would like to apologize to my dearest love (if you're reading this one) for posting this post. I just feel like sharing. (:

A friend, let name him as A, texted me on my MSN last night. Okay that was normal. Then I started to make thing 'lively' by saying something like... "Hey, me birthday aritu.. Tapi you nada greet," Guess how A responded? He wanted to call me, to make it up. But I rejected, and even said, "Never again, you can call me. I've made a promise to myself, not to hurt my love one,"

Why am I doing that? It is because, A never consider this relationship as friendship. Yeah we’re so close before, so close that it didn’t feel right. So I keep my distant away from him, to make this friendship sounded more like it. Truly saying, I’m sorry friend!

It happened so many times that I ignored him. In some situation, I have to go ‘appear offline’, just to make him go away. Again, I’m sorry. But really, I have too!

What drives me nut is that, he’s already in a relationship. A have a girlfriend, who could took care of him. I can’t understand why he is doing it to me. Say… Having fun? NOT! He can have fun with his partner jua. Ergh!

I’m very glad that I’ve changed. I am no longer who I am few years back. Before I’m with Asim, that is.

And if I am to compare my life now with that of few years back, with confidence, I’m happier now. Indeed, with no regret at all.

It’s just the matter of time isn’t it?

The conclusion… is that… Yes, I’m taking this relationship seriously. I don’t care how much it hurts, because I believe, there will never be an end… for our love. (:

I’m sorry panjang cerita ku. Puas hatiku! LOL! Eh, macam essay. :D

Night readers!

Posted by: Fie. (:

Wednesday, September 17, 2008 Juju wrote Farewell to Azrin.... at 10:08:00 PM.

I could easily foretell
You had something to tell
As you dropped a stinking bombshell

Farewell, farewell my friend
With words I spell
It all out in a nutshell

Farewell, farewell my friend
What else can I say?
When you take off today for good

Farewell I say with a broken mood
Farewell there goes my wedding bell
Farewell there goes your innocent smell
Farewell there goes our fun in and out of hotels
Farewell I hope that life treats you well

Farewell in your ventures
Our spent time is my treasure
Your heart must wander to where it belongs
Friend, I only urge you to be strong
With love you can simply do no wrong
I say it with these words tipping off my tongue

Farewell, farewell my friend
I am a great believer
Farewell is not forever
I say not goodbye
I do not wish to sit and cry

Farewell, farewell my friend
What else can I say?
You weren’t meant to stay
I will do nothing to detain
You from flying on that plane

Farewell, farewell my friend
I say with pain
Farewell, farewell my friend
In sunshine or in rain
One day, one day I know we’ll see again


Farewell, farewell my friend
I cannot stand and pretend
That a part me
With you, would still like to be!

Copyright 2006 - Sylvia Chidi

Farewell abang... Sha, Fie & Ju akan merindui abang selalu...

With love,
Sha

Juju wrote I miss you girls.... at 9:56:00 PM.

I miss Juju... Nurul Maz Juhairah...

I miss Betty Razarino & Agnaes Deba...

I miss Fie... Afizah

I miss you girls....................................................................

Bah bila kan hang-out lagi?

With love,
Sha

Monday, September 15, 2008 Juju wrote Something about men.... at 10:07:00 PM.

HEAR WHAT OPRAH WINFREY HAD TO SAY ABOUT MEN :


-If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
-If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
-Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour.
-Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
-Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
-Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
-If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't 'be friends'.
-A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle.
-If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
-Don't stay because you think 'it will get better.' You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
-The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
-Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?
-Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
-Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.
-Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
-You cannot change a man's behaviour. Change comes from within.
-Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job.
-Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less..
-Never let a man define who you are.
-Never borrow someone else's man.
-If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
-A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
-All men are NOT dogs.
-You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is two way street.
-You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship
-You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.
-Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr.. Right.
-Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are,and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.
-Never move into his mother's house.
-Never co-sign for a man.
-Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.


Share this with other women and men (just so they know)...
You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.
Scared of being alone is what makes a lot of women stay in relationships that are abusive or hurtful.

"You should know that you're the best thing that could ever happen toanyone and if a man mistreats you, he'll miss out on a good thing. If he was attracted to you in the 1st place, just know that he's not the only one. They're all watching you, so you have a lot of choices. Make the right one. Ladies take care of your own hearts..." - Dr Phill

Courtesy of Gixe... Thanks Gixe!

With love,
Sha

Saturday, September 13, 2008 Juju wrote GFFs night out.... featuring The Besties! at 10:01:00 PM.

Copied from Sha's blog.... *Lazy to re-type bah...Hehehe! Sorry

At Hua Ho....... Well, since I'm lazy to type the story, so images will do lah aaa... Hahahaha!

Went to Hua Ho.... First, pergi ke kadai CD and I saw this Taiwanese series 'Corner With Love'... I want that one! Mau, mau, mau.... Masuk wishlist tu aaa... Hahahaha!

Then, to Hua Ho... Pergi ke baju corner. Saja liat-liat, but inda membali. Hehehe! Sorry shop...

Upstairs lagi, to patung corner.... Disini tah adegan bermula. Lights, camera, ACTION!

Juju bebanar maukan twins nanti after kawin. Iatah contoh idamannya ni, mau patung pun serupa. Astee Juju, panat~ Hahaha!

I want another teddy bear... They're so cute!

Birthday girl and graduate teddy in pink. Awhh~ sweet...

Agnaes.... say to somebody 'I love you'... Cute eyh!

Alaaa~ chayang busuk... Betty mau that teddy. Suruh 'ia' bali Betty~ Hehehe!

I want this one jua.......
Oh wait....

Ani kali bisai..... Hehehe! Abang selalu cakap Sharpay's pinky piggy, so piggy better kali. Astee~ Hehehehe!!!

Oink... Oink... much, abang? Hehehehe...

And this one Sha dengan abang ku... I want this one, seriously. This one...

I'll hug my brother 5 years later bila ia habis belajar from UK, Sha akan sambut ia dengan this patung. Cute huh? Hehehe... Hugs for him... Abang, tabahkan hatimu~ =')

Okay, enough about all that patung.... Ani kami lagi kan mem-vaining. Hehehe...

Agnaes & me

Agnaes, Sha & Fie

The Super GFFs... Sha, Fie & Juju

Another aksi ber-ayu...

Sampat lagi belawa nah before balik. Hahahaha.....

And now I know, memang payah kan mengambar disini aaa... In the end, Sha & Juju jua nganya posing, astee.... hehehe!

Before balik kami kan bergambar, cuba sendiri-sendiri dulu, perasan terror mengambar lah konon... Hahaha...

1... Inda menjadi... Again!

2... Banyak space eyh. Again...

3... Eyh, tu ada 'peace, no war'... Again!

Mbah... manasaja tah. Okay dah ni. Hehehe!

Inda puas ka, kan bergambar dalam kereta lagi? Hehehe...

Ahh... finally, lawa pun, tapi nada Betty~

Then, balik lah kami semua. Awhhh~ gonna miss you girls.... Sedih eyh, Sha rindu kamu semua udah.

Present time! (ani before Fie went home...)

Fie's present from us...

Lagi? Hehehe...

Buka this present dulu... Jeng jeng jeng!

It's a pink baju..... Yeay!

"...sampai hajatku mau barang pink..." nya si Fie. Hehehe... Posing maut ka tu Fie? LOL

Inside the choc paper bag... Wahh, lawa... lawa~

Ni nah isinya.... Yummy choc pun ada! Fie, minta satu... Hehehe!

Buka lagi this one... Get ready...

SCREAM OUT LOUD......... "Aku dapat CJ7 yang besar!!!"

Present yang nampak... black Gucci bag~

Kumpul semua hadiah.... Nah~

Then, balik tia Fie... Around 10pm like that, and kami semua penat, so Sha after this mau tidur tarus aaa......

Hey girls, siuk dengan kamu eyh. Theme kami for today .......... 'YOU ROCK!' - Courtesy of Camp Rock. Hehehehe

With love,
Sha