Maybe some of you udah read my post from The Glass Rain. This is the continuation…

I’ve lost somewhere a week before and now I’m back for the whole week. Maybe… Hehehe! Okay, I would if I have something to post then.

All started when GFF Fifi invited me for a small gathering. I named it ‘Besties Reunion’. She brought us nasi bungkus, very delicious indeed. I brought them our main dish, the scrambled eggs. It’s been a while inda mamam that scrambled eggs since we’re having our qualifying exam masa tu. So thank you Fifi for this lovely invitation.

I lost my trust and faith as soon as I got my AS results last Thursday ago. I tried to avoid everyone, including my lovely person in the whole wide world. I just can’t face everyone. I need some peace. I need my time-out. I need to be alone. I’m so depressed!

However, I realized something. Avoiding doesn’t solve anything. It didn’t bring much effect on me though. I can only feel my life in complete emptiness like a nucleus. Bisai lagi nucleus kali, ada proton and neutron with its electron moving in orbitals. Hahaha, there goes my Physics then. :p

When I first tagur my besties, I first received a hug. I can feel that they’ve been missing me all week. Now I know that I also need them as well. Share everything with them. We’ve been together for the past 7 years ago, so we share, we care. Being alone can only tear your friendship away and away and aaaaawwwwaaaaayyyyyyyyyy……….

Friend is what we need in life. Friend is also considered as part of your family. So prioritize your friendship as well. We need friend in this world. They may be not helping us, but share and care might be the least thing that they can do to show their love to you. You might still feel insecure about your feeling, but they could provide some solutions that we could never think of.

Like wise men said “friends listen to what you say, best friends listen to what you don’t say”. I think this is true after all.

It’s just like the ionization of energy. You give them your say, they listened and that makes you feel so relief. It’s like ionizing your energy (your problems) to the most stable state ever (giving you solutions/sharing together) until your energy equals zero (relief point). Some of the energy might lose to the surroundings (they may not entirely help us) but that energy can be further converted into something positive that could be very useful in the end (motivation/suggestions). I think best friends work that way as well, don’t you think?

Okay, I’m thinking too much abour my Physics ni, so stop now. Hahaha… My GFFs are the Biology students, people. Oh feels like I’m teaching them Physics here. Hahaha…

And never forget, I ♥ you girls… xoxoxoxo

With love,

Sha