Hello girls, Salam~

Before keluar result, I better post something here. Its been a long time since my last post.

So Monday may be it. I haven't decide pulang whether I should register to that SMS Brunei Result. But mom said that I should just register. You know, for the sake of this curiosity inside me and uneasiness. Though they cost you some fortune; $3.00 saja pulang.

I didn't know what to expect for this upcoming A level result. Sure, I'm afraid to get frustrated. But there's really nothing I can do right now. The thing that left to do is waiting. Though I so hate waiting.

My highest expectation will be 3C's and another e. And if I get even lower than that, I think I'll cancel those RIPAS attachment and get myself stuck at my room. I think. Okay I'm not thinking of negativities right here, it's just posibility. And if my result is okay as in 3C's or better (Amin), I'll just proceed with the flow of time - which I haven't think about yet.

Err.. Baiktah stop pasal result thingy ani eh. I'm getting even more depress ni. Haha.

My love life is kinda suck these days. Actually, hari atu, aku mau hangout sama kamu simply because I want to run away. From this evil reality. I pretended that I'm okay, and I easily "hehe-ing" during chatting. I didn't really cry that hard, I just keep on running away. Aku menangis sekajap saja, bukan macam selalu. Lapastu aku keluar dari bilik, ketawa-ketawa with my brothers, acting like there's nothing wrong happening. I keep on running, but I ended up hurting myself even more.

I am very sick with my life. Big time. *sobbing.

Aku rindu kamu. Bye temanku. *sad face.